I don't want to be caught up in this whirlpool of confusion again. I've been swimming for too long, too long i'd drown any minute now. Feels like I've been sleeping for months in fact YEARS, with a mixture of nightmares and sweet dreams. I can't seem to differentiate the bad times from the good times, they seemed like they vary from time to time. I pictured you in this dream where all seemed unbelievably amazing. And then only a few mintues later it dawned on me that i was living in a world of fantasy. I don't know why I'm typing theseeeeee out tho'. )':
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Yes, this post is dedicated to you, one & only you.
Till now, your presence still lingers. :)